Yeah, you read it in the title above. Was so happy to get rid of bitches every time I entered a different institution.

Maybe it's that mindset that keeps me happy in the present day ; Bitches will leave after a while, they won't stay in your life for a long time.

Which is why I'm gonna study my ass off and enter a good jc where dumb bitches most probably won't enter, cause they can't  ( I'm not talking about my bitchy RGS friends, by the way, they're smart enough to go RJC obviously) .

And even if the dumb bitches can enter the jc that I'm going to, I can kind of ostracize her (OOPS) - well I don't really mean ostracize, just like maybe avoid.

It's kind of easy for me to avoid. Because she (now I'm talking about a certain bitch) probably can't survive in jc anyways, due to her limited network of friends, antisocial attitude, lack of guy friends and lack of many close friends. HAHAHAH.
I realised that I'm such an unmotivated little lazybug
You know what? I can't take this shit anymore, I fucking hate people who ignore others. And I have perfectly acceptable reasons why so.

It's a slap to my pride.

Firstly, if for no apparent reason at all, you ignore me before a crowd. Isn't it humiliating?
I'm not irritating you, because I'm careful not to.
I'm not speaking rubbish, because I'm watchful of the mood.
I didn't do anything wrong, because as I said, I'm careful not to.
You say I'm a nagger. but if you don't listen to me for the first time, don't i have to nag?

Then why must you deliver me such a slap to my pride? Why?
Is it because you take me for granted that I will forgive you easily?
If you're in a bad mood I can understand.
If I was too irritating I can understand.
If you're deaf I can understand.

But, don't give me excuse that you're slightly deaf on one ear when you can hear everybody else.

Don't give me the excuse that you're tired when you talk to everybody else normally.

Don't give me the excuse that you're in a bad mood when you shoot smiles at everybody else.

 I love you a lot as one of my best friends, really a lot which is why I've kept this in for the past 2.5 years.

You don't respect me at all.
 Even when I tap you lightly (at first) to get your attention, tap you harder (later) when I'm pissed off, or shake you (as my last resort), you won't budge.

Why do you only listen when I'm like 'tsk' and turn away? Does it mean that you will only pay attention to me when you think you're losing me?
So this shows that you ARE taking me for granted, I see.

I still remember a great example to elaborate my points. This seemed like a small matter but it hurt me so much and totally altered my impression of you.

FLASHBACK:

I called your name, said 'oi', tapped you, you just continued your convo with your other friends. I even shouted your fucking name in your ears. Because I had to tell you something important.

Then Germaine, bless this kind soul, decided to step in. She was like 'Oi, what's your problem?' ONCE, to you. And you responded immediately. Why did you respond so quickly to her when she spoke to you? I was so hurt when I watched everything. She wasn't even a close friend to you.

And then you asked me what I was saying.

You didn't even apologise. But I guess you didn't have to. Because what you did was totally on purpose. An apology wouldn't change your intentions from before.

And I replied 'nothing'. You just turned away, back into your convo with your other friends. My 'nothing' was just a test to see how much you actually cared for me. How much you cared about losing me. Apparently you didn't give a flying fuck.

FLASHBACK OVER.

If you think I'm sensitive

don't even get me started on this.

Which person will feel nothing when one of our best friends have been ignoring you most of the time for the past 2.5 years? WHO?

I probably told everyone this but I DO have my breaking point too. Don't test my patience.

When that day comes, I swear upon my whole life, your social life is D-E-A-D.

You better not experience what I can do.
I'm so goddamn elated

here are some reasons

1. I'm Vice Chairman of ZHCO. YEAHHHHHHHHHHHH my dream came true. I feel so honoured, thankful for all those nice ppl who voted for me, seniors who recommended me, teachers who believed in me. I will continue to work hard so ZHCO will be proud of me ;)

2. I bought 10 Rainbow Popsicles, 2 tubs of Yoplait and 1 pack of Lakerol . YAY FOR FOOD




out of all the characters i've seen in movies or like in the media, these are the people who would be REAL Alphas if they were, like in middle/high school. (maybe they were)

NOT IN ORDER
-Jesse McCartney
-Amanda Bynes
-Greyson Chance
-Connie Talbot (when she grows up, famous + looks + talent = WOW)
-Sungha Jung
-Princess Alexandra of Monaco (uh, duh)
-Charlotte Casiraghl  of Monaco (uh, duh)
-Megan Julia Parken

yup, all i can think of today. :) shall update it often.
In mangas or animes that I've read - there is always a certain trend

(with reference to Yumeiro Patissiere, Shugo Chara!, Petite Princess Yucie, Kamichama Karin, Kaichou Wa Maid-Sama!, Gakuen Alice, Kirarin Revolution)

The popular people in school:
1. The kingster (very handsome + cool + royalty + very rich + fashionable, may be talented)

2. The queenbee (exquisitely beautiful + talented + very famous)

3. The "bad/cold" one (super hot + dangerous + very, very, very talented, like Natsume/Kashino)

4. The prince (not as rich as kingster, but more handsome. + talented + flirt, king's best friend)

5. The transferee girl (relatively pretty + unique + secretly talented + positive, typical popular girl)

6. The model (very pretty + fantastic body + very famous + nice/stuckup)

7. The sportsman (very talented in sports duh + good physique + quite handsome, typical popular guy)

8. The fashionista (charming + good-looking + enthusiastic + famous background)

9. The odd one (secretly the most handsome/pretty + very very very smart + unique + rich)

10. The president (nerdy + cute + capable + smart)

11. The wannabe (has minions + relatively pretty + rich, jealous of transferee, tries too hard)
I guess there was once when I thought you as my world
Your eyes, your smile, nothing I'd liked to hurl
My heart only beat for your ears
Only you could pull me close to tears




OH MY YOUR DIMPLES AND SHEEPISH SHY SMILE IS SO FUCKING ADORABLE

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